when the novel (s) come
they'll be everything that should've
happened and
everything that did;
everything I wanted, didn't have; everything
I did; everything I dreaded, everything
I loved,
everything I feared; what I still
fear; things far &
near; things I should have said;
what I did; what I almost did; what
I shouldn't have yeh
it'll be like masturbating, but in the end:

glory

(best part of all this statement is no one can say no and I

won't)