the problem with writing for me is that it is not like guitar playing was for me as a medium when I was all broke and half insane that was the best 

shredding of my dumb ignominious past and you can bank on that it made a boy fly (in my mind) and woulda blown your hair back

anyway all it means is what it would take is some kind of preternatural Van Gogh death tragedy brush stroke ability with the word to equate

but better that I don't have this gift because the age of the Word is dead dead dead and if I was so gifted I'd be no less muted neuter than I amz now but probably a lot more drunk

(well,

you know what I'm saying